hi there

shinigami · hi there

Hi there, been playing husng since mid november.

I've seen most of brokerstars videos, most of mjw006 vids and a dozen of primordialAA vids.

So far I'm like -$150 over 300 games mainly 6 and 11; unfortunately $EV is broken for stars in hem right now, but over last 150 games my chip ev is +12k; actual winnings -2k; that's like 10 buy ins difference?; :/ so brutal....so demotivating...
and same at fulltilt :/

my biggest concecutive losses streak was
1) I have him downa lot; loose 3 aipf 75/25; 71/29; 55/45 and he wins
2) loose a 91/9 on the turn (my straight vs 2pairs rivered house)
3) loose 61/39 on flops my AA vs fd
4) loose 73/27 pre AK vs A7
5) loose 30/70 then 27/73 hey at least I was behind!
6) loose 73/27 pre AQ vs AJ
7) loose 89/11 on flop
Cool

loose 61/39 on flop my KK vs fd
9) loose QQ vs QK pf 70/30 i think.

overall I'm -4% roi when my ev adjusted roi is like 12% I think.

I find it quite hard to deal with such variance; specially when villains are so so so bad. I feel like my soul is ripped away when I lose against some dude who calls normal sized 3 bets with Q3o then somehow come back from 200 chips by winning 4 consecutive flips and take the game :/

eh, that's quite a big rant...

YATHINNK

Its pretty brutal but it does happen. Main thing is that you should realise and be able to deal with it without getting demotivated. I know thats hard to say but at the same time, after like 2k games your stats will look different and there stands a good chance that you would have won a couple where your opponent had you in when he was a 91% favourite instead.

Keep at it, as long as you stayed rolled you can keep it up Smile

shinigami

thanks for your answer Smile

I mean, I ran 20bi over ev at micro cash games over like 30k hands so yeah the opposite can happen too obv.

I think I'll switch back to full tilt as I still have some deposit bonus to clear and maybe play back up from the 2.15 to regain confidence; deposit bonus clear rate + rakeback = 56% I think, so higher rake at the 2's isn't so bad.

The hardest is villains are so so bad >< much worse than even µnl cash games so quite tilting to lose against them; gotta check the ego at the door.

thanks to brokerstars for all the free vids and the forum, btw!!!