From rock bottom rebuild(husng)

MordredSoul · From rock bottom rebuild(husng)

hello.
i have been stalking the forums for quiet a while now but never posted before.

some things about me: i started online poker about 3 years ago, i was semipro for the past 16-17 months. at December i lost my job and up until now i was counting on poker to pay my bills. i have played over the course all forms of poker but my game is husng.
i ve been broke countless times (in my early years mostly) and rebuild countless times again but this time its worst. the close of full tilt hit me out of the blue and hit me hard, leaving me with 2k in my name and all my liferoll blocked at ft without knowing if i ever geting it back.
after the ft closed my first reaction was to wait and see but after a couple of months i realized that i dont have the luxury of time for that.

anyway that brings me to now.
ive deposit 150 at a ipoker skin a couple of moths ago and started to rebuild.
my play this time been very shitty, its been frustrating for me to grind the 5s/10s. any ways i ve made around 800 or so the bigest part of it is a 500bonus and the rakeback. basically poker wise i ve been break even the past moths.

because i need to withdraw money for expenses and because i dont put any volume at all at my play im now at deadend.

the purpose of this this thread is to give me motivate to start puting out some real volume and rebuild.

br stands at 36$ dollars i wont redeposit and i need to start making withdraws(at least 100 per week). i have a 40% rakeback and some nice value tourn each week base on rake i made in the previous.

i will start by 3-4 tabling turbo husng with a expected volume of more than 100 sng per day.
i will take 5bi shots at the next level until i hit 20-30s and then i will rethink my br man(maybe 5bi shots with 25bi)..

its so frustrating to play at 2s but i hope i find motivation to overcome anger.
i think its not worth it to post hands until i hit maybe 20s but i will update daily.
my first target is in a week from now to play at least in 10s.
hope u enjoy this thread Wink

Brokerstar

Welcome to the forums man.

Don't worry about the buy in level just think of it as a stepping stone. Also hands can be interesting to post at all kinds of stakes if you find yourself in a spot that you struggled with.

although the games were far easier at the micros I still came across hands that I felt a little lost in from time to time, we're only human.

Anyway, best of luck.

Broker

MordredSoul

hello mate

i really dont pay attention at any opponent or any particular hand, my strategy for the micros is multitabling autopilot and i based my movements on the hud stats. i know this is not the most equity wise choice but i dont feel like trying to outplay players in these levels.
maybe a good hand comes up at the shot taking.

so as far as the yesterday session i surprised my self and hit the volume marker. its been months since a put such a big session and i wasnt quit sure if i pull it off.
on the other hand my play is pathetic. i dont mind i think i ll get hold of my game as i keep playing.

so 180 games gone in with a massive run over ev. not a good start but its a start Very Happy

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Jakester1288

180 games in a day? Sick volume man, keep thjis up w/ some study and you will be crushing again in no time!

MordredSoul

tnx man, i started to get hold of my rust game.

so the mass tabling plan is off. i cant keep my focus on 4 tabling and manage to tilt very easy. instead of working on my multitabling game i will switch today to 2 tabling and try to pull out my b game.

i was about to take a shot at 5s but after a guy outdraw me on the river 3 times after comiting my stack on the turn i just titled and dump ~15bi monkey tabling. after that i tried the 1s ST but i wont be bother playing them again until i have a decent roll for them.

i got 13$ from rakeback and i withdrawed 30$ so my roll stands at 37.18.
as for today i will start 2tabling and i have a session for later on with 4 mtts freeroll with nice value.

MordredSoul

helloz
after a 4day break its time to start over again.
last sunday i came 3nd in on of the mmts for 43$. next day i took a shot at 5s a little bud run and a little bad play, i failed and move down to 2s when i start donking off Bi multitabling titlting that brought me down to 17. the next day i started at 1 and after 2.5 hours of play i took at shot at 2s with 15bi and in 5 min i was back down at 19$.
there is something about 2s that make me tilt like hell, i dont know what is it.
anyways i decide to take a break cashout my remaining 26$ and w8 for the rakeback to start playing again.
today got 23$ from rakeback and im ready to start over. im so relaxed and determined that i dont feel like tilting again, after all i have no choice Very Happy

im about to start and i have a mtt session of 4 freerolls for today.

graphs: the 1st is overall and the 2nd i beleve its a funny how i grind 2.5 the 1s only to lose it in about 10min at 2s Razz

hjbear

dont want to sound like a cunt or anything but ur graphs are always showing ur over ev so maybe u should stop grinding as much and try to learn how to play better? its not bad being over ev when your actual ev is positive but when ur running over ev and ur actually is awfull you should stop and learn more

Jakester1288